After playing a game of Scrabble, har har, with my best friend on pogo the other night we began to talk about relationships…or my lack there of. Most of my friends are married (read as about to be married/are currently married) and are starting their families and all that mushy crap. I almost felt desperate enough to call up some old dates, you know the ones that weren’t up to the standards you set at the time? However, they seem fairly promising considering my recent dry spell of a few months now.
To get right to it-I’m tired of being lonely. I’m tired of family asking me when I’ll find someone because everyone else has someone. And I’m tired of when friends stop inviting you to come out with them because their significant others will be there and they’re trying to not make you feel like the third wheel. Warms the heart doesn’t it? I’ve tried to be constructive and subjected myself to a few dates that went awry or people who just weren’t emotionally stable. I found plenty of nice guys that I was attracted to but they all seemed to have baggage or the victim syndrome some even had both, lovely I know.
So I’ve hit a whole new low in my life, I actually joined a dating service online. I’m not really looking, but at least I have something to tell those who question my want for companionship. Common Question: “So if you’re so lonely, why haven’t you gone out and found someone?” That would be because I’ve gone to the bar scene and had friends do the ‘blind date’ thing. Not a damn one has worked for me. So I figured why not jump online browse my options and if I don’t like them, they never have to know I existed. Right? Yeah, it’s insanely stupid but what could it hurt?
When you have dreams about becoming the crazy cat lady, it’s time for a change. I definitely do not want to be the elderly lady sitting on the front porch screaming at kids for being on my lawn…80 cats staring out my window and driving an astro van from the 70’s that smells like God only knows what.
Love vivid imaginations don’t we?
So what is everyone’s opinions? On dating, On-line dating sites, etc.
And here’s a special treat…say hello to Spike my squirrel buddy…
See and you all thought I was kidding. 
Have a great week!
Much Love,
K
Song of the day:
I have a wedding to attend this weekend. And this is NOT towards that couple at all. Just like the song. And I was nice and got the censored one.
